BeauTy =)

Eyes like the moon,
Big, brown & round.
Whenever I look at you,
Your eyes haunt me without a sound.

Lips cute as a baby,
Small, curved & moist.
When they wud speak words of love,
My heart wud tremble with joy hearing your voice.

Skin soft as silk,
Subtle, clear & fair.
As u get closer 2 me,
My heart fills with flare.

A heart so pure,
No one can deny.
That when I look into your eyes,
I know for sure that you would never lie.

All that you are about,
Is all that is made in my mind.
Love me 2day or 2moro,
N u’ll see why I’ve become blind,
By ur beauty…


--To a special gal in my mind.... she's always in my heart.... & this is what i think abt her =)--

ColleGe 2nd rOunD.... XD

2nd sem started... & so far things r goin ok.... Lif'e's movin slow.... Money's gettin' low.... Gotta get a job soon.... Applied.... & waitin 4 replies.... well, college iz juz still full of surprises.... People who r my best frenz last sem... Hav become my major enemies this sem.... But things hav changed 4 the better.... No more untrustable people!!! No more probs!!! =) But u noe what, that's what i tot.... Juz seems 2 be an imaginative thing.... That's juz a fact of this college.... no matter what u do or who ur wit, there's juz a problem waitin arnd the corner... Waitin 2 come out, suprise u & juz distract u away from ur studies... Juz hate all of this shit! What matters is, ur true frenz stand out when u face these probs & u realise who they are... Thats when u appreciate them the most.... My brothers & Sistas in college.... Dunno how i've survived all of it & how i'm gonna survive it for the next 2 years..... Mainly, it juz makes me miss home.... Nothin beats bein in my own room, watchin a movie, in my comfy bed & enjoying the air-cond!!! XD Miss those days.... =( Juz hang wit my brothers & sista, enjoyin life as it is.... but sadly, i'll juz hav 2 b here 4 now... At least till my next sem break.... Met some new people this sem..... Really different kinda people.... Enjoyed here & there.... & its safe 2 say, its not over =) Juz gotta live thru this sem & do my best.... till then, juz gotta bare wit what i hav....

eXam aGain... =P

After a short sem.... THings r finally gonna come to an end.... All the late nites.... All the lepakin.... Gonna b slow & cooled.... N now's the time 2 study again.... LOL... After soooooo long since SPM.... Damm, gotta clean out my engine n start my pistons up again... Get back 2 my old self, study, quiet... Then once finals r over, let go again.... N release tension back home.... Goin back 2 lepak wit all my skol fren & hav sum gud old timez =P Call every1 up & go on a lepak spree.... =P So plans set... But then gotta study 1st =) Startin now... So see u guys when i get back k... Tc.... Cheers XD

B-day Boy & College BoY on the saMe day?!?! =D WOOOOOOO =)

Yea..... U guys heard it rite =) Will b checkin in2 KLIUC on the 3rd which is this comin Saturday..... So happen 2 b my b-day N my 1st day of college...... LOLz.... Hope it's gonna go well.... The beginning of me at collegE..... =D But b4 tat got my list of things 2 do..... Like quit my job =P, pack my bags n see every1 i haven seen in a long time..... Cause once i'm there, i dun think i'll b comin back till like June, ma' 1st sem break.... Woooooooooo!!!! Gonna mix things up at KLIUC.... Change a few things here n ther.... N give it a touch of me..... Then it's sure gonna b rockin free n harD.... =P Besides, i hav few of ma' bro's there wit me.... We're gonna turn the college upside-down LOL =P Then go kacau the monkeys at UNITEN.... Must whack them at Futsal, Swimming, Badminton & Basketball..... Gonna put them 2 shame & place the badge of 09' from KLIUC as the best the college has seen.,... =) It's gonna b a long shot, some hard work & a whole lotta fun.... Plus, the parTieS..... =P DJ in the hoUse.... Gotta rock tat as well n keep a rockin record of damn cun parTieS at KLIUC..... =) Love wise, Dunno if i'm gonna meet Ms.Rite there.... Dunno if I noe her now..... But i sure as hell know there's gonna b a number of Ms.Rite Nows if Ms.Rite doesn't come into ma' life.... LOL =P...... Then gotta catch up wit my old buddiez from KL..... N not 4gettin Ms.sunsHine =P she's the 1 tat's gotta join b b a part of the long fun, paRty ride =) So yep, College..... Gonna 1 for the records.... The Book of Shan's amaZing recordz =P N it all begins on the 3rd..... So those at KLIUC, see ya there =)

--Shan Out--

LOst worlD....

OMG.... Since like the day SPM results were out.... Every1 was sooo schocked with their results cause they all knew they wud do better than wat had come out.... Honestly, even most of the str8 A's students didn't even get str8 A's..... Most of them juz missed it by 1 or 2 subject.... But u noe what the truth is??? The useless government we hav, control public examinations soo much... That they no longer want many people 2 get str8 A's.... so we as students r feeling like WTF?!?!?! I mean come on lar.... The bloody government shud figure out a better solution to make it in a way that students can actually know where they went wrong in the exam.... Or at least, stop makin a stupid graph to determinte the grades.... I mean seriously, it's a lil' stupid lar.... If u wanna noe a student's true potential.... Then why based his grades on what other students in the whole country got?!?!?! No sence at all..... The only advise i can give 2 any student out there that feels the same, is too.... Study hard, get an overseas scholarship & migrate outta this country... Coz the education system & the poltics are only becoming worse.... If u hav the money, migrate right now!!! Besides, our family that we love, the abundant choices & varieties of food & things we hav here.... I dun think any1 else is staying for any other reason.... Simple 2 say, Malaysia is special.... Other countries are pushing their gears 2 go foward.... But Malaysia's in reverse gear..... Goin alll the way back to times where only uneducated people exist.... So consider my advise seriously.... & save ur future..... =)